I have a hard time with this. I really, REALLY do. I have been stressing over something the past few days, and yesterday, finally I asked some questions and got the answers, well, got some answers. The other answers come today.
I am not used to being able to openly ask important, pointed questions and not have the person I am asking react negatively. This is a nice change of pace. I like this. I like the positive experience I am gaining every time I break through the walls of my comfort zone (or discomfort zone) and make myself step out into the real world. I like asking a question and getting an answer.
I do not like the feeling of disconnect I have felt the past couple days. That was almost torturous to me, and yes, I mean THAT extreme. But to find out that the problem is personal in nature makes me feel better. Those issues can be resolved, and in many cases resolved easily. I hope this is the case here. I am great at lending support emotionally, and hope that I can do so here.
I can be the supportive shoulder to lean on, gladly. I just need to know exactly what the issues are, and how I can be there.
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Isn't it great to be able to communicate your wants and concerns better. This is an area I have made huge steps in too. Thank God for my counseling. When you and I first met, I couldn't communicate my needs wants or concerns worth crap... it's crazy. Anyway - YAY for you!!! I love hearing about your growth. I wish everyone was moving forward.
Yes, I have also come to the realization that I need to be on a different BC pill. Umm...the one I have been on the past two months has made me insane...and thus, overly emotional about things that normally wouldn't bother me as much. I have been off this pill for a week now, and I already feel like a new person. So, yeah, the psycho hormones were not helping...LOL!!
And I too wish everyone was moving forward, KUDOS TO YOU TOO SUSAN!!!! WOOT!!!
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