Thursday, May 15, 2008

I need to man up....

It has come to my attention, through my own introspection, that I am indeed a softy. Some things have been going on at work that just piss me off, and in turn hurt my feelings. So, I have decided that there are times in my life that I need to "man the hell up" and move forward. I am trying to take the emotional aspect out of my mind, and just do what I need to do.

I let my emotions have too much of a say in certain aspects of my life, like work. Emotional decisions should be reserved for emotional issues. I need to be practical, smart, and do the best thing for me and my girls. Not be overrun with emotions regarding some stupid situation that I have already accepted my responsibility for. I cannot undo the done, and I cannot change the unchangeable. I cannot go back in time and make someone do something they should have all along. I cannot make someone care about their job, or do their job in a way that should be automatic. I am sooo frustrated with myself over letting my emotions get in my way with this crap.

Okay, back to what I should be doing...

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